2019-03-29 NSDRM - Dream Explorations: JulieH, EricG, Eldar, Bradley
Four NS members explore their recent dreams with Pierre midwifing.
Julie's Dream - March 18 2019 (nap before school to give exam)
I had this dream where I was like teaching for some kind of school, maybe a college, maybe jr. college and I was aware of or was reading this list of—or something where my name was associated with the fact that I had reported wrong— doings by students to this company called - I don t know, some name, “Truth reporting” maybe or something.
But it was just that that was impressive or I found it impressive that I hadn’t done what the option was which was to, I don’t know, maybe not report it or report it to your fellow teacher. I don’t know I was just reading this list and my name, I think, was in the left column and the company 5 name was in the right Column and then the date was in the third column or something, but I was just struck by how many times my name appeared there and it was a dream.
It seemed like it showed that I was professional or doing things professionally and I guess acting as opposed to not acting, not doing, anything. Ok.
EricG's Dream - March 28 2019
I was going back to UCLA. I was trying it again. I was in the parking lot and I had a gone with another friend who was trying out UCLA who was enrolled, but I knew I wasn’t enrolled. I was just seeing if the fit was right for me, even though I know it’s not. Maybe it had changed. We were sitting for lunch in the parking lot and we were talking about classes with other friends. I told them I didn’t think I wasn’t going to continue classes and that I wasn’t even enrolled. I hadn’t told them and I think they assumed I was. I think my friends had worries and were encouraging me to stay. I knew I didn’t want that. The talk was lighthearted to make it easier and maybe a bit more comical.
After I had said that, I had gone to class. At the end of the class, this classmate who was a friend of my friend went outside. She waited until I was the last one in class and came back into class to talk to me and asked me about myself. I think she had a crush on me. I’m pretty sure she did, even though she didn’t make it seem like that. I knew she did. I didn’t have feelings for her, but I thought it was funny. So I’m like you know what, I’ll give her my number on some sheet of paper just because I think it was a nice shot or try. Maybe. I don’t know why I gave her my number, I thought it was worth her effort. I had no intention of anything romantic. I think somehow I had gone home and the girl had sent me a message for some reason to follow up.
Later on, I was going to go back to school, but not to enroll back for classes; I go just to wander around for a bit. I’m wandering around and I’m not sure exactly what I’m doing. I see this tall, athletic and cool-looking guy. I just decide to follow him around while I’m wandering. He goes over to this section of UCLA and it looks like part of a high school section of the college campus. The philosophy department is right next to it. And right next to the philosophy department, as I‘m walking past it, are these ATM machines for reloading school cards. I see the guy go over there to refill his card, and his friend tell him, “No, this is for this kids part,” like it’s some kind of amusement park area. We continue walking, this time the guy and his friend start recording near actual streets. As he’s recording the streets I’m remembering how busy UCLA is, how many cars there are, and how active people are at UCLA. It had been a while since I’d seen it. As they’re recording, they’re just recording the people for seemingly no reason. They capture a funny moment because a small group of other friends had seen the camera and as they entered the camera shot they decided to jump/skip very high into the shot and managed to jump up out of the shot as quickly as they had gotten into the shot. You only really would notice they did that when you review the film. I’m not sure how I noticed this. I saw them recording older women, students, drivers, people waiting in line, and the warm, isolating general chattiness.
Now I had fully withdrawn completely from the school even though I wasn’t enrolled to begin with. I told myself I needed some kind of work. I wanted to find work and do something different. I decided to go get help and walk around. I was going somewhere for that and I ended up in this lobby where my old high school english teacher teaches. I was in the receptionist room and I had seen the girl from earlier in the dream in the room. She had mentioned something. She only really said hello to me; it seemed like her feelings disappeared. It seemed like she dropped out of school too and was trying to look for a job. Then I open the door to my teacher’s classroom. My teacher isn’t there and I’m in shock because I see my ex Sarah and two of her hispanic friends. I’m in shock when I see her and she is too when she sees me, but she isn’t really surprised by it, like she kind of knows. Her friends are snickering because they know of me. I’m looking at Sarah and she says, “I didn’t come here for you. I didn’t know you were coming. My school in Mexico runs this food drive and I’m here to help collect from the teacher today to take back.” I’m still looking at her shocked because of all days and all odds I decided to go today to a place I’m not even sure I should be at or was going to go. She keeps on talking and she knows my feelings because of my apparent shock. She recognizes the moment and tells me, “I know what you’re thinking. This feels like this is a huge fated thing. I love and have always loved you and know that you’ve always loved me. Our connection is deeply special and of a different kind of love. It also permeates our friendship.” I’m looking at her and it’s just like I’ve always wanted to hear that. It was perfect. (I wake up.)
Eldar's Dream - March 29 2019
I’m working on a tiling project at a man's house. I was walking around the place to see what else I need to get done and I remembered that there was an area of tiles that I was working on, so I went to check it. I couldn’t remember whether I had already stuck them down or not. When I get there I took a look and moved a couple and turns out I hadn't stuck them down I had just cut and laid them out.
I realized that I had been working the whole day, and I hadn't actually been paid yet, whereas the agreement was that I get paid before I start the job. So I remembered, I was like “Oh!” and then I was heading to tell him about it and get paid.
At the same time I had a coupie of tools in my hands with some mud on them and I was kind of cleaning them as I was walking I think there were multiple distractions on the way to talking to him.
I finally get there and talk to hime, and I'm like “Hey, um, I forgot to tell you...” and he cuts in and he says some quote from a movie, which he’s been doing all day. He’s been kind of playfully rambling and entertaining himself that way. I’m kind of waiting for him to finish what he’s trying to say, and then he criticizes me like “...you're gonna try to get get something perfect to waste time, so that then you can go home.” and I'm like &ldquoNo, no, that's not it. I’m actually before I go I’m gonna finish off that section over there and then go.” I’m pointing to the unstuck tiles and I'm thinking that I may be overstretching myself by saying that I’ll ﬁnish it, because there’s quite a bit of work there and it's already kind of late. I think maybe he realized that I was stretching myself thin, because he made a small comment about it. Then I say “What I was gonna say is that...” and then he cuts in again: “Yeah I know... you gotta get paid, I have like two thousand dollars there.” and I’m like “Oh, okay, good. Yeah that's it, I had forgotten about it.”
He started walking away and as he was walking he was kind of complaining saying that “I don’t know about that pIasti... the dog is gonna get it.” I’m following him and saying “What? What is it? Can you show me?” and he was like ”No, just... skidaddle/stay put. I'm gonna go get it, come back, tell you. It's easier.” He’s saying that because then I don’t have to walk, through the clean part of the house, since I have dirty shoes from working and he doesn’t. And I'm like “Oooh-kay.” He’s gonna tell me what the problem is when he'comes back.
I When I wake up I’m in a famiIiar state, it’s a feeIing as though I’m failing and I’m breathing heavily. Was that fear?
Bradley's Dream - March 25 2019
Pierre and I are at some event. These beautiful girls come through. One of them in particular is not really my style, but (is) really beautiful. In a really unique, strange, odd way. P.G. and I were just standing there. They came next to me on my right side and started taking a picture. I started talking with the one.. I said something.. Then next thing I know, they're taking pictures with us now! And PG says, “It's time to spin!” and he rushes off to the dance floor, and we follow.
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